372 – Are You Serving Your Clients or Losing Yourself?

When someone comes to you with a request or a demand, there are two things you can do: support or acquiesce.

Supporting means both people exist. You’re here, they’re here, and it’s a real relationship.

Acquiescing means you stop existing, like a balloon where all the air goes out of one side to inflate the other.

In this episode, we talk about what it actually looks like in a business context to stay present while serving your clients. We get into the nervous system piece: why fawning is a behavior and not a state, and why it doesn’t actually regulate you. We talk about hishtadlus inside Menuchas HaNefesh. And we get practical: filters, recordings, scheduling, and how to use your needs and your clients’ needs as the compass for every business decision.

If you’ve ever bent yourself into a pretzel trying to accommodate a client, and then felt resentful or burned out, like you’re serving everyone but yourself, then this one’s for you.

If this episode resonated with you, I recommend Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker. This is the book where fawning as a concept was developed, originating in Pete Walker’s work with complex trauma. The way he describes it maps directly onto everything we talked about today: giving yourself up in order to feel safe, stopping existing for the sake of the other person, and the nervous system cost of living that way over time. It’s not a light read, but it’s not overly clinical, either. Walker writes from both a professional and a personal place, and that comes through. Order a copy here. This is an affiliate link which doesn’t cost you anything extra and helps support my work.